Sometimes I wonder why I’m in a relationship. Why I actually give 2 fucks about what people think about me… Especially the ones that don’t matter. Why does school have to be 6 hours long, then have homework. Why I need to get my period. Why the drinking age has to be 21… I drink anyway. Why does marijuana have to be illegal… I smoke it anyway. Why does it have to get cold out. Why can’t I be pretty like all the other girls. Why I have to be fat . Why guys have to lie to girls to get in their pants. Why it has to rain. Why Mosquitos exsist. Why I can never be mad at my boyfriend . Why do I get so sad. Why I have to cry . Why can’t I just stay home for one day, think, cry, an relax.